We discuss the Easter Bunny and whether he flies like Santa or just hops for transportation.
Her sleepy voice comes alive to rattle off extravagant gifts the Easter Bunny should bring for her and each of her siblings.
And then she wonders about bean stalks.
If they can grow down or only up.
Of course they can grow any way she wants them to.
So she would like one for her sister.
Because if Hadley can just plant a purple bean in the clouds then she will climb down the stalk for our Easter egg hunt.
And she would like that.
This photo was taken at my brother’s wedding, right after McKenna saw her first glimpse of a gorgeous new aunt in her wedding dress. McKenna is wearing my “Hadley necklace” and the blurred vision of her in the mirror with Parker’s reflection too? It is what I see every day. If I tilt my head and cloud my vision just enough.
Photo credit: Amy Carroll Photography
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Nana says
Somehow I missed this post until this morning. And I get the picture…every beautiful, painful detail. Love all of you.
Tonya says
I love how Hadley is such a big part of your lives.
I wish you had that beanstalk.
Hugs to you.
Always.
Robin @ Farewell, Stranger says
I wish you had a beanstalk. And that photo is magic.
JDaniel4's Mom says
A purple beanstalk sounds like just the right color to climb down.
John says
Dammit – I nearly went a whole day without crying at work.
Dammit.
(beautiful)
Melanie says
Sweet, Jessica. Just so sweet.
Hurray for beanstalks. :-))
Kimberly says
She is gorgeous through and through.
Tasha Faith says
This an awsome photo. Isn’t it great that they can just be so delighted with the smallest details.
Found you on WW link up.
Following you on google reader.
angela says
I wish so much that McKenna’s concept could be a reality, that Hadley could be physically present the way she is always spiritually present.
That picture is amazing, all three of them. xo
Lanie says
I wish there was a purple bean stalk. Beautiful picture and post. xo
Natalie @MamaTrack says
Sometimes I read you and I’m sad. Sometimes I’m happy. I always want to hug my children after.
This post? Makes me mad that you all can’t have her with you everyday. Life isn’t fair, is it?
Jessica says
It’s not fair Natalie, and honestly, I’ve been sort of stuck on that lately. Especially when my children bring it up, because she should be hunting for eggs with the rest of them.
Natalie @MamaTrack says
Yes, she should.
I’d be stuck on it too. I don’t know how you couldn’t be.
Not a Perfect Mom says
I just love her…
I love how the littles are always thinking of Hadley…it’s so bittersweet…
Jessica says
I love, love, love that they think of her. McKenna talks of her so often that I KNOW she has a bond with her I will never fully understand. It is hard to swallow the lump in my throat and answer their questions but it is so nice to know they are keeping her memory alive too.
Jenni & Andy says
Of course bean stalks grow down. What a smart little girl. I’m going to keep that notion in my mind all week. I imagine it’ll come in handy… So glad you shared.
Jessica says
Does it sound stalker-ish to say I feel so honored when you stop by? I absolutely adore your blog and am so glad for that first time you stopped by because it led me to your site. The strength and love you show in every post is inspiring. I know those bean stalks are stretching down to each of us this holiday weekend.
Julie says
Such a beautiful photo of her! She looks like a little princess or a fairy. She must be super-cute while hunting on the easter-eggs!
Jessica says
Oh she is adorable… although I may be biased ;).
Kimberly says
Her perspective is incredible. And that photo is just gorgeous!
Jessica says
She always amazes me with her perspective. I just know they have a bond that words can’t explain and that is so comforting to me.
julie gardner says
______________________________________!!!!
(This was my lame attempt to express that I’m speechless. And yet I still typed words anyway. See. Lame. But that picture. And your caption.)
_______________________________________…..
Jessica says
Isn’t that picture amazing? When they got their wedding proofs I wanted to hold that photo up and yell “Does anyone else see this? Does anyone else see what this photo symbolizes? It is all of them. Together. Sigh.
Practical Parenting says
Oh, Jess. This is beautiful. And of course that’s what you see…
We need another phone date soon.
Sending love.
xoxo
Jessica says
We do, we REALLY do. DM me a good time for you.
MommaKiss says
You seeing all three in that picture, well, it just chokes me up. Gorgeous girl.
Jessica says
It chokes me up but I love it, I love that I can see all of them, the way it should be.
The Mommy Psychologist says
Love this pic! The look in her eyes is priceless.
Traci says
She may not be there to physically
see but she will always be there
Jessica says
I know she will, and my kids remind me of this so often.
Charlotte says
It is so beautiful to catch glimpses into a child’s imagination. How sweet your children are and I absolutely adore that photo 🙂
XOXO
Julia says
Gorgeous.
tracey says
That is a lovely, lovely photo…
Krista says
So beautiful. The girl. The moment. The post. All breathtaking.
Mark says
What a sweet girl you have there.
m.
Jessica says
I might be biased but I know :).
Sarah says
Oh wow! I love this so much!
Jessica says
Thanks Sarah.
Galit Breen says
Stunning.
Breath taking, really.
Jenn says
Awww… what a beautiful post, and picture. I love this so very much. I love that Hadley is such a part of your family.