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The middle of everywhere

By Jessica

Right now I am balancing my laptop with coffee in hand, drinking it while it’s hot.

front porch

Sawyer is upstairs watching Alvin and the Chipmunks with eyes drooping from fresh air and the weight of his lashes.

sawyer sleeping

I can hear Parker, McKenna and Ashlyn’s giggles drifting through the window. They are playing drive-thru window in their old playhouse that is brand new only because it’s standing in a different space. I’m dying to videotape them but it will break the spell.

sitting in window

The floors creak when we walk and I’m silently competing with my husband over who can maintain a fire in our wood-burning stove and I’ve decided wellies go with everything.

kids in new kitchen

I’m not convinced that well water won’t turn my hair orange or that a rock kicked up from the road won’t poke my eye out when I’m getting the mail. But I do know we are home.

kids on porch

Every time I pull into our drive I’m pretty sure my heart expands with the acres and when I wake up in the morning I’m still not ready to blink.

looking out window

When Sawyer comes downstairs it might be the time in our day when he asks if we are staying here for a “wong, wong time” and I will swap my laptop for an afternoon with a 100% chance of mud

kids on porch

and tell him yes we are.

Dad and daughter on porch

We are home.

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  1. Marta says

    May 21, 2013 at 9:16 pm

    Yes, that sounds like home. Beautiful.

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  2. Bad Parenting Moments says

    May 21, 2013 at 12:53 pm

    Congratulations on finding a beautiful home that speaks to your heart and family. So gorgeous, Jessica.

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  3. Lisa AutismWonderland says

    May 21, 2013 at 10:07 am

    Beautiful photos! Your new home looks beautiful & all the kids look happy.

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  4. Shell says

    May 21, 2013 at 7:56 am

    Aw, it sounds like you found the right place for your family!

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  5. Alicia @ Naps Happen says

    May 21, 2013 at 6:56 am

    Gorgeous! What a beautiful new home for all of you. Congratulations.

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  6. Elaine A. says

    May 20, 2013 at 11:17 pm

    Looks simply amazing, Jessica! I just love that window seat. Now let’s talk about when I can come visit… 😉

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  7. Lanie says

    May 20, 2013 at 11:06 pm

    So happy that you are in your new home! It looks amazing. Congratulations again! xo

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  8. Sisters From Another Mister says

    May 20, 2013 at 10:10 am

    Happiness, Bliss, Contentment … they all are there in each word you write.
    Congrats xxxx

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  9. Tara@DontLickTheDeck says

    May 19, 2013 at 8:10 pm

    Congratulations on your new home!! I am in love with your porch. And kudos to you for not breaking the spell…it’s so hard to resist grabbing the camera!

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  10. anymommy says

    May 19, 2013 at 7:47 pm

    Such a deep, contented feeling. I love that you are home. (It’s gorgeous.)

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  11. sisterhood of the sensible moms says

    May 19, 2013 at 8:23 am

    Now, I have a case of serious house envy. Love everything. Erin

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  12. Kathy at kissing the frog says

    May 19, 2013 at 8:14 am

    Love all of your pictures! I’m so happy for you that you have found such a beautiful space to call home. 🙂

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  13. Alex@LateEnough says

    May 18, 2013 at 7:34 pm

    Finding a place to call home is so special. Congrats.

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  14. Edit says

    May 18, 2013 at 2:19 pm

    Such an idillic image you’ve painted with your words in this post! I bet you have had such a great time!

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  15. Alison says

    May 18, 2013 at 1:29 am

    Congratulations, what a beautiful house and home.

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  16. HouseTalkN says

    May 17, 2013 at 10:32 pm

    I love these photos. I love your words. I love that this home fits you so perfectly. I love that you are home…for a wong, wong time.

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  17. Anna says

    May 17, 2013 at 6:13 pm

    so many fantastic pics, here’s to making lots of memories in your new home!

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  18. molly says

    May 17, 2013 at 5:04 pm

    Gorgeous. Enjoy your new home!

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  19. Nicole @MTDLBlog says

    May 17, 2013 at 4:52 pm

    That house looks amazing. Enjoy!

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  20. julie gardner says

    May 17, 2013 at 4:07 pm

    Oh, how I love this.
    There is truly nothing like home.

    Nothing.

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  21. Angela says

    May 17, 2013 at 4:03 pm

    Beautiful, you! The house is lovely but the happiness in your words is even better!

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  22. christine says

    May 17, 2013 at 3:40 pm

    It is beautiful. Congratulations and Welcome Home!!

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  23. sarah reinhart says

    May 17, 2013 at 3:37 pm

    aw, so happy for you guys! middle of the day post perfection. I hope you enjoy your new home for many wong wong years to come. xx.

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  24. Theta Mom says

    May 17, 2013 at 3:20 pm

    Gorgeous mama! And I love that front porch swing and American flag!!
    Best of luck in your beautiful new home 🙂

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  25. Mandy says

    May 17, 2013 at 3:14 pm

    I adore your new home. Truly. 🙂

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