Life after loss with autism, preemies and a rainbow baby
By Jessica
I guess I was not prepared for raising a baby so close in age to his siblings. Soon after the shock of my pregnancy wore off I began dreaming about my little rainbow baby who would let me hold him and cuddle him for as long as I wanted, dissolving all of my this-is-going-by-too-fast […]
By Jessica
A look back at Sawyer’s first year.
By Jessica
My sweet little Sawyer is one today. I can hardly stand it. It has already been a year since I first laid eyes on this little guy. The year has gone by so quickly and I can’t believe that we are already celebrating his first birthday. I love him so much and […]
By Jessica
…that this little guy is mine.
By Jessica
I know I am biased but I can’t stand how cute this picture is. He is upstairs napping now and this makes me want to run in there and wake him up just to kiss his chubby little cheeks.Sawyer is an amazingly good baby and will be one sooner than I am ready for. I […]
By Jessica
He was doing this while the Crazies were napping! I am glad he is a fast learner but come on, does he have to pick up everything his brother teaches him before he is even one?? What happened to my sweet, cuddly little baby that just wants to sit on my lap and coo […]
By Jessica
My little Sawyer is 9 months old today. He is trying to crawl and eating fruits and veggies and chewing on everything his chubby little hands can reach. He is every bit the baby of the family. There are a moments each day where I am struck by the fact that he is my last. […]
By Jessica
My amazing little rainbow baby is 7 months old today. Now if I could only find a way to slow down time so that I can make this precious time of having a baby in the house last a little longer. Except for on those days when no one will nap and I’m lucky to […]
By Jessica
I have been looking for the explanation of the term “rainbow baby” since Sawyer’s birth. I was tossing ideas around in my head for his six month old post and stopped by a loss mom’s blog and there it was… In some circles, babies born to families after the loss of a child are referred […]
By Jessica
Somehow we have made it to 32 weeks. When I was in the hospital almost 5 weeks ago, I really did not think we would get much further and also couldn’t imagine how we would all survive bedrest if we did. Everyone has adjusted to our temporary craziness over here and we seem to be […]